When I feels troubled or uneasy, I tend to keep my emotions hidden away in my heart, hoping the sadness within me will eventually fade. The good thing is that it usually does. The smiles of my beloved family and friends lifts the weights of my shoulders a bit. Oh, what will I without you guys?
However, sometimes I feel upset I’m so hopeless. I shed the tears I held in in the shower, spilling everything out that I don’t dare tell even my close ones. There was one time I even asked Chat GPT if I’m overreacting.
I thought life was hard. Nothing but suffering and sadness for all of us. But then, I thought about it. There must be a reason why I’m in this world. Why I exist.
God has given me a chance in life.
I learnt that life is worth living. God has given me so many opportunities in life, to try out things I never had before.
What’s the point of being sullen and downcast, when you can laugh? God has blessed my family, made plans for us. And all I had to do is follow the path he cleared for me, to put my entire trust in him. Out there, there are millions— maybe even billions— of people who don’t get to live like I do. I feel more than grateful for everything God has given to me, even my down days, because I have to be grateful for even the days that pass. Another day to make awesome memories, share laughter, and another day to breathe fresh air and smile.
Thank you, father in heaven