This is where i put my latest drawings. Well, i’m not such an expert at drawing, but you know, i love drawing, and i have been drawing since i was 2! And, of course, practice makes perfect!
… okay, I don’t know how many years it had been. I initially wanted to post my traditional drawings here but I guess I forgot. I suppose I’m going to post my drawings here again to FLEX. Also, It’s about time I switched from traditional art to digital, and honestly? I’m glad I have.
this is an example of a digital drawing i did long time ago in september 2024. Looking back at it, I see many problems. Firstly, it’s obviously unfinished. Where are her eyebrows? Second, it looks FLAT. There’s no definition of depth as there are no shadows or any lighting effect. The anatomy is also terrible (i still suck at anatomy now but this is worse). I swear, her hairline is more receding than mine. Of course, I can’t just straight up judge this art (GIRL U JUST DID.), but I drew this when I was 12 with NO motivation, and I was definitely better at traditional art back then
moving on, we have this art from 16 september 2025 (2 months from now), where I stepped foot on my digital art journey. Compared to the art I just displayed, this one was more advanced. Though I can’t say it’s my best project yet. There are some slight hints of shadows, but the anatomy isn’t right.
now, be prepared for your eyes to start bleeding because i did this art a little more than 2 months go (26 sept 2025 i think?
this was for an art comp i joined and placed first, they didn’t give me the prize. another shameless scammer <3 (also another reason why I stopped joining art comps)
so, this was the first time i drew realistic muscles in males. Last time i would draw weird bumps on their arms but look at my improvement😋
How did I achieve this goal in just 2 months, you may ask? Since I’m unemployed, I draw 2-3 times of rendered art PER day. Now, this is CONSISTENCY. You just need to have an apple pencil/stylus, an Ipad, a reference, and a PASSION. Then trust me, YOU CAN DO IT IF YOU REALLY TRY!! If I can do it with zero artist talent, you can too .
Well, I’m not stopping here, of course. I’m going to keep going until I make absolutely peak and stunning art.
Here’s some of my previous digital art :33 (3 of them are inspired by Matcha’s art)
3 are based on matchach’s art (on twitter) im hoping to draw like her one day, she’s my artist idol :3
im doing a sketch rn i’ll show yall the fully rendered art.. if i remember to
okay guys, im done! i really like how it turned out- all you have to do is trust the process. D helped a little with the tulips
im back! here are the arts i’ve completed :> (left is more recent)
its great, but it’s not perfect. Matcha’s art is. I don’t even know how they make it look EDIBLE- is it the colours? streaks? It makes me stress. I was raging while I was drawing the left piece. Tears were actually streaming out of my eyes.. Now that I’m doing a new sketch, I’m going to change these things.
- The colours. I will use more saturated colours rather than dull colours to make them stand out more.
- Anatomy. As much as I hate it, I have to learn anyhow to become perfect. I will start by using simple shapes such as cylinders and cubes then shape the body as how the anime body is.
- Lighting effect. There isn’t much so I have to add more, I guess.
Although I might never be as good as Matchach, I will keep going, and make art until I don’t even believe it’s mine. I’m so unemployed
okay update, i made another drawing lol
this was EXTREMELY low effort. It didn’t even take an hour (53 mins) and usually my art takes 3 hours my minimum and 10 hours at max (it’s the recent drawing above on the left, that one took 10 hours 41 mins😭). I only drew this because the deadline was today to finish my entry (yes i join contests cus im unemployed). Also it’s giving SIREN EYES. Don’ worry, i’m yet again working on another piece that’ll look WAY better than this. Catch yall later
I’m back gang. And this time, I wanna do a little comparison!
So, you can obviously tell which is my recent and which is a hekin monstrosity 🙂 The one on the left was my first ever ibispaint drawing project, all the way back in 2023. As you can see, I did not use any colours at all (becuz i was a traditional artist and wasn’t used to adding colour cus i thought it would look bad?) And the anatomy.. gosh, i don’t even want to talk about it. By the way, the girl I drew in that picture was my main oc, Bunni Yuinn. She was my oc for a year until she got replaced.
Now, let’s talk about this beautiful art on the art. So far, I think that this piece was my best replica of Matcha’s art. The colours, expression, and rendering is top-notch. But I know I can do better somehow.. because I always mess up no matter what. Anyways, guess how long I drew this? 6-7 hours! Haha, get it? Haha.. Ok I’ll shut up. (but seriously I took 6-7 hours)
Okay! i’m uh back from my China trip so i did sum drawings there ayyayay
so, for the first one, i really liked the colour palette. It’s giving calm. I did this drawing on a train by the way. For the second, it’s a male of course and it’s really good,.. Anyway, the third one was extremely rushed and I did not like it at all, there’s just a lot of mistakes in that one and overall I didn’t like it. Maybe (not maybe) because I drew that one while I was in a bad mood. Yeah, bad mood, yeah.
Lastly, the 4th one. I’m proud of this one the most. The first one the second, the second one the third. Firstly, I liked how the characters are well positioned. I also like the pink and blue colour scheme, with a small hint of purples. I like the lighting effect, the creativity, expressions and more. As you can see, I’m a little biased with this artwork.. if I were to rate it, i’ll give it a 9.8/10, not a 10/10 because my artworks are never perfect. Also ai art is NOT perfect it’s sucky and I frikin hate it it should not be existing. No one likes ai art and if u do imma throw u in the trash where u and ur fatherless ass belong ^^
so i made some sketches and will render catch yall later!!!! (except those ai ‘artists’ get tf out of this earth)
wasup im back and i finished rendering the first sketch tadaa
i think her jaw is weird and lowkey everything is weird, but I feel like the good part about this artwork is the colours and theme. It really stands out and is eye-catching, which is what i like in my artworks.
BACK and i yet again made more masterpieces
i did the sketch and lineart for the flower one first, but halfway through i did another one then i returned to doing the flower one. I’ll talk about the cherry one first. I like the theme, the lighting and actually everything.
But it’s never perfect, an artwork is never perfect. It’s only good if people like it, it’s like that in this world. Honestly, I could never draw like this if I didn’t care about other people’s opinions. If I could, I would have my own unique art styles, whether they have big noses, small eyes or the wrong anatomy. I would be like that if I didn’t care about people’s expectations. I WAS like that when I was a traditional artist. My characters would have weird hands, unnatural hair placements and eyes that are more huge than the head, and I would love them. Unfortunately, I lost 50% of motivation while doing art now. I feel happiness when making art, I truly do, but the happiness I’ve had while drawing last time was different. It was genuine.
But, I mean, if I have to be a good artist I have to make art that everyone likes, not only me. So It’s about time I move on.
I don’t even think anyone looks at my art here, but that’s alright, I can look back at my blog and think, “oh my art looks terrible haha look at how much I improved”.
I know people who like my art though and I’m so grateful! 😀 :3
oh yeah, WIP! guess who the character is ^^
yes, its furina from genshin impact! i seriously LOVE the colour palette of this one. It might even be one of my fav colour combos. And i’m really proud of my lineart and style! Does it look similar to Matcha’s? Not much, but I’m doing a sketch now that will (probably) look even better >:3
I finished it! I also did another rendered piece after that, so here they are
yes, it’s pepsi themed- and I didn’t use a reference this time, just relied on my own imagination. I guess you never know how creative an artist’s mind can get. I’m honestly surprised too. Do I have potential?? Also for the other one it’s not the full pic so yeah. I think a lot of people like my art
now, im doing a sketch of.. SPRING ONION GIRL- I mean, hatsune miku! Matcha draws her a LOT, probably because of her saturated blue long hair so I’m going to try and replicate her rendering style. Finished sketch!
GUYS. I THINK I JUST MADE A MASTERPIECE???!!
Stop, i love this SO MUCH. I love how saturated it is!,!!!! ahhhh im so happy!! (took me 14 hours, but not long compared to one of my art that took 24 HOURS.. im fr) Okay I love the background and actually miku’s face shape is literally perfect. I LOVE THIS SMMM
art dump!! oh yeah it’s midnight and jan 1 2026 AYYAYAYAYA
oh.. i cant put my art.
well im too lazy so maybe i’ll fix ths sooner or later.
ok so we have this one, i think its really good and btw the quote is totally very creative
these two, heavily inspired by matcha art, though far from looking alike. I don’t really like the second one for some reason.
these are two different art styles created by me. I’m proud of the first one, probably because I drew the girl twice. The little cat chasing the star was a nice add. The second one, though, looks different because it’s a male. I hate drawing males. Doing a sketch now. Bye.
sometimes i just wonder if im even good in art. Like, compared to those high illustration artists, i just feel like im low level. It drives me insane, to the point where i search on yt for every guide- colour theory, anatomy, lighting, laws of art- instead of following my gut on what looks good. And many people said that I was improving at a very fast level, and my art was already extremely good for a young teenager, but I don’t want to listen. I want to be PERFECT. Even if there’s beauty in imperfection.. but im so tired. I just want to be like those artists. Let me keep learning and learning and making art to the point I don’t even recognise my own art. Anyways, after many more yt tutorials. I made an art.
I love this art, I really do, but when I compare it to a better artist I get so frustrated. Mad. Because I’m not good compared to them, I’m not experienced. And so I realise, when doing this art and not constantly compare them to other better art, I enjoyed doing it.
I’m going to keep improving, and not let this negativity take over me. I’m going to take this as a challenge, a challenge to see how far I can go. Because jealousy isn’t going to take me anywhere. 🩷
(pearly from future: actually jealousy did make me improve a bunch. I improved a lot becuz i scrapped out a lot of tutorials and tips that I want to scream my lungs out.)
i forgot to post my arts again.. i also did art studies, so im just going to put them here
(its how desperate i am to improve myself)
alright, now, the art
first was a commission for $0.10. .. Before you ask about the price, yes, i was stupid and didn’t think that my art was worthy in any way and the buyer was so eager to pay for it. Stupid mistake, 10 hours of work for 10 cents. It’s fine. My commissions will now be $3-$130. (3 dollars for a very undetailed doodle or a custom watermark, and 130 dollars for a fully rendered full body piece with about 3 people in the canvas and many decorations.. rip)
second was a piece i did after my art studies. Tbh kinda ok with it, but not satisfied. My standards are really.. ugh
My art is never good enough in my eyes. I only have like 5 months of experience, yes, but i just dont think im a good artist. It’s so hard being one. It’s so hard to be satisfied with what you have and want to be overly good, why!?!? why can’t i just love my art..? why am i like this i just want to be better i want to be better i want to be better i want to be better im not good
i dont know if im ever gonna improve anymore. At this point im just gonna stay at this level because i don’ know how to improve anymore
It’s been hours since I’ve updated my blog, I’ve got a new artwork up my sleeve that I’m proud to show for once
uhm i had to show it like this because when i tried uploading it, it said some “n@ked picture warning stuff blahblah blah yapyapyap” so yeah.. Ai is so stupid. Now let’s talk about this art. I’m genuinely proud of it, like, for once after a long time. I think I did a great job!.. 🙂
Hey, i finished another artwork yay
I love the colour palette of this one. It’s like my artwork has a main colour theme. Credits to the people who made the clouds and foam brush!
other than this i also made gacha bodysheets- inspired by mitsuki on yt. It’s mine and alyssa’s roblox avatars (mine pink, hers blue)
It’s super adorable i love it. Wip for my next artwork:
i finished a few chopped artworks ig. I rly like the 3rd one and the last one and i dont like the others. Someone accused me of AI from the first one and, of course, she’s a * for thinking that, thats basically an insult. I’m now working on one but i think it’ll turn out choppy.
Today, right now, I will try using grayscale to colour my art.
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