I did this one debate in mandarin today. Everyone was staring at me because I kept screwing up. I barely even had to talk and I did horrible.
During lunch, these two boys were sitting at my spot, and I was angry even though I shouldn’t have been. I’m acting like a mongrel.
I studied for more than three hours for physics. 76%. My little friend over here got 78% without. even. trying. And she asked, “Are you disappointed?”
Yes.
I’m disappointed because I’ve been too prideful and ungrateful lately.
Maybe I deserve it.